weighing weight

some people say i gained weight, others say i lost weight, while i know for a fact that i neither gained nor lost a pound. although i am to a certain degree concerned with my weight. i especially have since i gave birth. i really don't care so much for dieting.

i see no point in starving and depriving yourself of food for the sake of physical aesthetics. i'm no ms. universe but still... i'd rather eat.

more often than not i forget to eat when i'm either too busy or too exhausted. otherwise i can say i'm pretty much a healthy eater. officemates have even gone to the extent of saying that my digestive system must be "male" with the way i eat.

i won't be hypocritical as to say that i don't scrutinize myself in front of the mirror and worry about the bulges here and there. but i still believe i could always work it out. the way i see it, it's not in what or how much i eat but instead in if and how i work it off.

i don't care. eating is one of the finer things in life. food is not only a necessity. truly delicious food is one of the few privileges in life that we get to enjoy. i'm not about to pass that up just because some person says i look fat.