running out

i have run out of words to say
silence is my only comfort
i have run out of emotions to feel
numbness is my sole companion

i have run out of desires to want
but i am neither contented nor satisfied
yet i have run out of longing
all that is left is but a void with nothing to hide

nothing to hide
nothing to lose

nothing to gain
nothing to want

i just have to get by
through the day
i just have to
whether with you
or without you

it doesn't matter anymore
i just have to get by

just one breath after another
just one one second after the other

it will all be over soon
life will be over soon
just like everything else that i have ever hoped for
... it will be over soon.