that numbing feeling

you know that feeling
when you can't feel a thing?
that numbness that just takes over
the feeling of everything
and nothing all at once

sometimes things just take an ugly turn
even if your intentions are good
sometimes things just take a turn for the worst
even if your intentions are good

i just feel numb
all my feelings
have been exhausted
i just feel numb
as if all the blood
has just been drained out of my system
there is just nothing left

i could jump off the third floor
and i probably wouldn't feel a thing
that's how numb i feel

it's as if i have to feel everything
but its so overwhelming
that consequently i end up feeling nothing.

nothing at all