will it ever end?

will self-doubt ever succumb?
will problems never cease?

are miracles real?
if they are, why can't they be as concrete as disasters?
if they are, why can't they be as common as tragedies?

if for every hurt there was a value
i would be a millionaire

if for every pain there was a prize
everybody would be winners

why is the negative,
the difficult,
the wrong
always more distinct,
more obvious
more ubiquituous